it is been since 2 yrs ago i last blog.. miss those days of motivation to update the blog everyday.. perhaps since now i so free.. maybe i should tell myself and others what i had been doing for the last 2 yrs.. or so..
i think my last blog is with my ex gf.. a blog that we shared together.. putting our bitter and sweetness into our blog.. so that we can know each other better.. end up my karma still didnt last.. i dunno why seriously.. perhaps she was right.. i wasnt too good.. maybe at the initial start i was.. as time goes by.. wasnt already.. but my love towards her never faith even though i changed.. but i always tell myself is okay.. dun have to worry so much.. at least now she is much happier with her life.. doing her stuffs that she really wants in her life.. although we are not together anymore but i am still having a hard time trying to forget about you.. is been one year already and my pain still doesnt fate.. seriously i really tried to let go.. but i just dunno how to do it.. but i promise myself i will get over someday.. :D
okay.. i spent my 2yrs in national service.. it was quite awesome journey for me because i out of course all those.. firstly i out of course for ASLC course as i had a bad sprain ankle during my navigation training.. after a 2 months of waiting for revocation, i was posted to medic spec course. A course that i always wanted to go.. but i still did not perform well enough and i almost out of course again.. lucky my commanders give me another second chance and i took my rank.. and was posted to SMC..
i spend another 10months there in seletar. initially i admit i had a hard time to catch up with my fellow mens as they are more experience with me.. i really had alot of great and bad memories there.. those days is over already.. and i almost wanted to extend my service there for another 6mths.. but end up i didnt is because i decided to join workforce in petrolchemical industries.
now i decided to carry on with my studies.. i'm taking degree in biomedical science.. and i really had an hard time to study.. because i am not used to study already.. i believe with my family support i would excel much better that last time i had..
